24 December 2014

Dear brain

Wowww!! Stop it right there. Just stop it brain!
Listen to me. Stop it. Stop thinking about that. Stop thinking about him. Stop remembering everything about that idiot.

It's useless I tell you. It's over. The end. No hope what so ever. So please stop it. Your killing me now.

Please let me have a peaceful mind. Let's think about all place you want to visit. All things you want to do. All books and comic you want to read.

Mind control... Mind control... Mind control~~~

16 December 2014

Afraid

Can I still be afraid?
Can I?
I afraid to hope again
Afraid to fall again
Afraid to open my heart again
And afraid to love
And more important
I afraid to get hurt
I don’t think I can handle it again

I don’t think my heart could bear it again.

09 December 2014

Azam tahun baru

Apa azam tahun baru ko?
Tahun 2015?

But more important thing is dah tercapai ke sume azam tahun ni?

Bagi ak. Azam tahun 2014 ak nak kekal bahagia dengan orang yang ak cintai. Nak terus ke peringkat seterusnya. Kawin. But it goes down in the drain. Dari awal lagi hubungan tu memang takkan ke mana. Hancur tak sampai tengah jalan. Damaged beyond repair. 

Stupid me. What was I thinking. Well...Menyesal pun tak guna.

After all have been said and done. Azam 2015 ni ak nak enjoy hidup ak. Enjoy being with myself more. Try harder to make myself happy first. Enjoy the single life. And everything else I leave it to Allah.

Lets all our dream, hope and hardwork come true.
And if not. Something better will come at the end.

Half hearted person

Ak baru perasan. Ak ni jenis yang suka buat keje separuh jalan. Half hearted kinda person. Mostly everything ak buat separuh jalan.

Baca novel separuh jalan. Then move on to another book and the same thing happen. Same with other stuff. Cepat bosan kot.
Tapi bila ak jumpa benda yang betul2 menarik perhatian jiwa dan raga ak. Ak buat sampai habis.

Macam baru2 ni ak baru habis marathon baca manga(komik) yang sangat best. Walau macam mana pun ak tetap nak baca sampai habis. Kalo tak ak tak puas hati. But then, bila dah habis ak rasa sunyi. If you know what i meant.

My point is... Ak memang jenis half hearted and super procrastinate kinda person and I hate this side of me. 😢

07 December 2014

the new beginning

This is my new blog. 
Public blog. 
Ak buat untuk tulis apa yang ak rasa nampak dan dengar dengan semua pancaindera ak.
Tak semestinya betul dan tak semestinya salah.

You are welcome to come and read. 
At your own risk.

Thanks