Have you ever wonder why people like you or even fall in love with you?
I did.
My appearance is very normal which mean less attractive/ dull
My personality is also very normal (read: boring)
I’m not kind. Far from kind
Lazy – yes
Very pessimistic
Hot tempered
And lots more. Too lazy to list out.
Hence, I find it amusing when people find me interesting or they seem to like me
Because I won’t like myself let alone falling in love.
Well maybe at first they will fall in love but not stay in love with me.
Whenever people expect something from me, I would get stress out and end up disappointed them.
Yup… sorry about that
It’s good whenever you see people finding their ‘the one’. A person that could tolerate your weaknesses and enhance your strength. Happy with a slight sting of jealousy.
I don’t feel positive about finding 'the one'. Probably I will be happier staying alone with a cat or cats. I don’t know yet.
I kinda have a mix feeling about it. I want someone to stay by my side but I also afraid.
What if I end up disappointed him?
What if I’m not good enough?
What if he cannot accept me? Or I can’t accept him?
It’s scary!
